"Command those who are rich in this present age not to be haughty, nor to trust in uncertain riches but in the living God, who gives us richly all things to enjoy" ~I Tim 6:17~
I had a funny thing happen to me Thursday and Friday. Well, we made ourselves laugh about it to keep me from crying. Ever tried something new? Only to realize that you made the wrong choice? Well, that happened to me. (aka hair color!)I looked back over Thursday and asked God, "Hey, You usually warn me of these things--did I miss something?" But by Saturday, I realized that God absolutely allowed that, He wants me to loosen up a little, quit taking myself so seriously. He allowed me to look a little silly and laugh instead of crying. Things have been way to serious in our community and church lately, lots of sickness, injury, other problems...they needed a good laugh, and so did I! Even if it was at my expense!
It's a growing process to be able to laugh at your own blunders. Every since my divorce 2 & half years ago, I've struggled to regain the confidence I used to have. God has been pushing me further and further to overcome this area. He reminds me that I really am something kind of silly, and awkward, and lanky...nothing to be haughty and prideful in my own existence. But He is beautiful, and graceful, and strong. I don't possess one thing that could stand the test of time, all my own riches and resources are uncertain at best. But the Living God that dwells within me fills me with riches to enjoy. In Him, I can be bold, and confident, and enjoy all things without hesitation.
Jesus Christ is the source of my strength, I never have to rely on my own ability. Through Him, I can be confident to step into the life He has for me...serious about His purpose for me, but not so serious about myself! It's good to laugh, it's good to live and enjoy!
"Then our mouth was filled with laughter, and our tongue with singing. Then they said among the nations,'The Lord has done great things for them!' The Lord has done great things for us, and we are glad!" ~Ps 126:2-3"
